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heart full of pain,head full of stress,hand full of anger held at my chest..uphill struggle blood sweat and tears everything to gain nothing to fear




crap




Det man minst anar är det som händer när man som mest tror på något .






no




I'm growing so distant
Nothing makes sense to me anymore
I'm learning to resist
Becoming more than you ever were

Can't explain
whats come over me
come over me

Can't explain
why its so hard for me
so hard to see your side

Projecting all my anger
I cant seem to get this through to you
The walls are closing in
I dare you to walk in my shoes

Can't explain
what's come over me
come over me

Can't explain
why its so hard for me
so hard to see your side
THAT SIDE!

I wont see that side

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i wish i could be like the wind...






you should try to walk in my shoes

Come on

Pull up your pants (Just like him)
Take out the trash (Just like him)
Getting your cash like him,


OMG you guys,I'm talking 'bout
Security codes on everything
On vibrate so your phone don't ever ring
And another one "he don't know about"

Wish we could switch up the roles and I could be that
Tell you I love you, but when you call, I never get back
Would you ask them questions like me, like, "Where you be at?"
'Cause I'm out four in the morning
On the corner rolling, doing my own thing

What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry
Would the rules change up or would they still apply
If I played you like a toy?
Sometimes, I wish I did act like a boy


i go ahead and be (Just like him)
Go run the streets (Just like him)
Go home missin sleep like 'em, creep like 'em
Front with you friends, act hard when you with them like him

Keep a straight face when you tell a lie
Always keep an airtight alibi
(Keep it hid in the dark)
What he don't know won't break his heart


(Would you like that?)
If I was always gone (Uh)
Hit the sun getting home (Would you like that?)
I told you I was with my crew when I knew it wasn't true
(Would you like that?)
If I act like you
Walked a mile off in your shoes (Would you like that?)
Messing with you head again
Dose of your own medicine


If I played you like a toy
Sometimes I wish I did act like a boy

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Let the past die, and the things that doesn't belong in your life with it. What doesn't matter   doesn't belong.  Free yourself from all the pain and misery. Belive in you, and you will succed. All it takes is a hell lot of work and a mind convinced to win. Do it for the people you love..


let me sleep without dreams




Sometimes it feels like the world is on my shoulders .




:)

im more gangster than u,i have bleed for a long time but im still alive

Giving my soul to hell,
And tell Heaven I did my best.

One love for family
And fuck the rest

I'm tired of all these snakes and demons leaches on the vein,
I've bled enough and now these bitches bout to feel my pain.

You know you name the haters been and with a point of view,
Pussy mother fuckers talkin shit but never had a clue.
Come with your attitude cocksucka fuck yo life.

I tie you to a chair and make you watch me shout your wife.
I'm just the type to catch you slippin like a bar of soap,
I catch you while you sleepin fast
And then I slit your throat.

I will let you see her bleed and gargle choking for her last breath,
Then close the wound apply some pressure to delay her death.

See what it means your whole existance don't mean shit to me,
It ain't nothing but time to kill to close your book of history.
And all you had to do was to keep your fucking trap closed.
But now you got your hands folded,
Clutched onto a single rose.


Take my magic marker and blacken her fuckin left lung,
With my box-cutter I'm a cut her eyes wide
And with broken pieces of mirror replacin both her eyes.

Got a demon inside that's been along for the ride,
Since you infected my heart and filled my brain with hait but i will survive.
Im more gangster than you,i have bleed for a long time and im still alive,
i just wanna see you cry
boy

Ever since that day
I've been embracin the hate
And basically not givin a fuck
What none of ya'll say.

You had your chance to keep the sun shine forever with me
and you could only make it rain,
I be the Skarcrow but you the one who miss your brain.

So fuck ya'll bitches
Black flowers up on your casket
Its Karma of life, some day You get what you deserve
Burn in hell as well



diggin myself out

So many times i sit and ask myself why are u afraid to die.
What is this fear that blinds u
Is it the thought of uncontrollable pain or
Suffocating loss of oxygen to your brain
Is it the people u have in your heart
The ones closest by your side when your soul departs
Its just a question that haunts mankind
Where am i going? Is there an afterlife
I sit and think about it and my blood runs cold
The mysteries of life and all the stories untold
Why we here? Where we going? Why do I exist?
Is there a point or any answer to all of this?
Will my spirit walk restless amongst the grave?
Haunting generations in a vile of rage
Or will my body just rot for maggot feast?
Gnawing on my bones while i rest in peace
The fear of darkness when they lower me down
Will I be concious to the fact that im up under the ground
And will i hearall the tears of the ones who attend
And the dirt hit my coffin when they lower me in
Or will I hover above lookin down on me
Realize the situation and just what it all means
A body laid to rest and a spirit left to fly
No instruction or direction or a sky when i die
Is there a tunnel? Will I walk into the light?
See the people long lost who I knew in life
Will my back spread wings as the choir sings
A halo on my head that heavenly bling
And in the blink of an eye will it be smashed away?
Pulled into the grips of hell my soul left to pay
For the sins of my fater and the sins of his father
Will the demons leave me down like a lamb to the slaughter
All the things that we ever knew
Memories of this life coming back to you
O we rocked deep inside of a shallow grave
Eyes closed forever in our final resting place
Will we remember all the pain of being alone
And how the juggalo world took us into their home
And now this hatchet means more than a tat on my arm
Or this charm ill serve u up some bodily harm


torn possession

I can hear [? ] but I can't find a way
I can feel myself falling but I can't find my
Angels in my ear tellin me don't 'let go'
Demons in my ear tellin me to let go
When I'm fightin for my sould and the both want control

I'm surrounded by the dark become a stranger to the light
Put all my hopes into the fact that everything will be alright
But as I sit here crippled nervous in a state of shock
Times become my enemy I'm staring at a broken clock
And every hour on the hour some thing strange is taking place
Apparitions on the wall voices and my soul is raped
I can't explain it am I burnin' in that fire pit?
Has the devil come to claim what's his for all the times I needed shit?
I tried sleeping but still I could feel it creepin
Call off the deakon bloods leakin right from the ceiling
I hear the rain fallin tappin on my window sill
Shadows crawling babies crying make it all seem so surreal
And what's that tickin in my head
I know for sure that I ain't dead
If that's the case then why the fuck am I still sittin in my bed
I'm tryna scream but no sounds so I'm reachin for the fone
I need to call some one right now to tell me what's goin on


Seven days and nights go by and I ain't seen the fuckin sun
Layin here surrounded by a preist som crosses and a nun
Speakin in a foreign language but I seem to understand
Crucifix is burnin flesh right when they placed it in my hand
Holy water feels like torture fallin on my head
Demons whisper in my ear don't worry girl your almost dead
Moms cryin daddies pictures flyin on the wall
I can hear my grandma talk in tounges some where down the hall
Next thing I noticed I'm wakin up I'm in an empty room
Some what unfamiliar was I sleepin in an empty tomb
And i need a light from up above
I will feel a voice filled with love
now I can't explain cuz i dont remember the calm
After the shock pain in my heart
All I know is I cant feel warm and Iwish i don't care what's goin on






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Hey Mr. Lord
I'll tell you if you wanna know,
How you can get to Heaven?
Believe in Jah
Forgive them Lord, for they not know
That what they do, people blame it on you





yes






im more gangster than you,i have bleeding for a long time and im still alive





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